- 3-month program
- 1:1 guidance
- Legal Psilocybin retreat
Private Psilocybin Retreat Program in the Netherlands
Deep self-discovery and personal transformation
A professionally guided one-on-one program, including a private psychedelic retreat
The Journey Back to your Authentic Self
Naomi Stubbé
Psychologist & Psychedelic Therapist
30+
Years of Experience
1:1
Fully Private
Sometimes life invites you to pause.
And to look deeper.
Psilocybin can open a space where old patterns soften. Where deeper layers of awareness become accessible. Allowing you to reconnect with who you truly are.
This private three-month journey is guided by psychologist and psychedelic therapist Naomi Christina. She brings more than 30 years of experience in psychology and personal transformation. Through careful screening, psychological preparation, a private psilocybin retreat and structured integration, the process supports deep self-discovery and lasting personal change.
Each journey is fully private and tailored to you. Offering discretion, personal attention and a calm setting for inner exploration.
"Often the next step is not forward, but inward"
Vladimir Lenin
Something in you is ready for change
You may feel called to this journey if….
Meaning
I function well, yet something in me feels insecure or restless.
Awareness
I want to break free from limiting patterns.
Patterns
I live mostly in my head and struggle to access my emotions.
Emotions
I sense that a past experience still influences how I react today.
Healing
I am carrying grief, trauma or low mood and want help processing it safely.
Purpose
I am looking for purpose and meaning in my life.
Freedom
I feel blocked from living with joy, freedom and ease.
Or simply a sense that something in you is ready to shift.
The Unique
Potential of Psychedelics
How psilocybin supports inner transformation
Psilocybin truffles, used within a guided psychedelic program, temporarily shifts how the brain processes information. Research shows it increases psychological flexibility, allowing new perspectives to emerge.
In this expanded state, experiences are often felt with greater clarity and depth. Many people report a sense of insight, connection and meaning. These experiences can reveal patterns that shape how you relate to yourself, others and your life.
Within this special private psilocybin program in the Netherlands, every step is carefully designed.
Preparation, one-to-one support and structured integration help translate insight into lasting change.
The Value of a one-to-one psychedelic approach
Deep inner work requires privacy, trust & personal attention
Many psychedelic retreats take place in groups. This programme is intentionally different — a carefully designed one-to-one journey, fully centred around you. Working individually allows the process to adapt to your life, your questions and your pace.
PRIVACY
Complete privacy & discretion
Your journey unfolds in a confidential and protected space.
PERSONAL
Tailored to your intention
Your questions, themes and life context guide the process.
FREEDOM
Freedom from group dynamics
No distractions or expectations from others. The space is entirely yours.
SAFETY
A safe space for vulnerability
Individual guidance allows for deeper psychological work and careful support.
PHASE 0
Get to know each other
Deep inner work requires privacy, trust & personal attention
We begin with a personal conversation in which you can share what is present in your life and what you would like to explore. This is about understanding your context, discussing your questions and your intention for this journey.
We also take time to get to know each other and feel whether there is trust and alignment. A strong therapeutic relationship is the foundation for this work. This session takes place online.
PROGRAMME OVERVIEW
Overview of the three-month Psilocybin Program
Individual, private and personal
THREE-MONTH PROGRAMME
The three phases of your journey
A structured process for deep personal transformation. This private, guided psilocybin programme in the Netherlands unfolds over approximately three months. Each phase builds on the previous one — guided by the principles of set, setting and safety — creating the conditions for a meaningful inner experience and lasting change.
Phase 1
Phase 2
Phase 3
Phase 1
Creating the foundations
and inner readiness
We prepare you carefully — mentally, emotionally and physically. This phase creates the foundation for a safe and meaningful psilocybin experience.
Phase 1
Creating the foundations and inner readiness
We prepare you carefully — mentally, emotionally and physically. This phase creates the foundation for a safe and meaningful psilocybin experience.
THE TEAM
Naomi
Psychologist, executive coach, psychedelic therapist – meet Naomi
Tijmen
Lead therapist & guide – meet Tijmen
Helen
Therapeutic support & preparation – meet Helen
We explore your intention more deeply and look at what is present in your life, creating clarity and direction for the process. You complete a confidential screening form, carefully reviewed with involvement of a medical doctor to ensure the programme is safe and appropriate for you.
We work with psychological preparation, including Internal Family Systems (IFS), gentle breathwork and support for your nervous system. We discuss mindset, expectations and how to navigate the psilocybin experience in a grounded and informed way.
You also receive practical guidance and materials on how to prepare – including lifestyle, nutrition and advice for the process afterwards. This phase helps you arrive well-prepared, open and at ease – creating the right inner and outer conditions for the retreat.
INCLUDES
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Three in-depth therapeutic prepation sessions
Online or in person - Confidential medical screening - reviewed by a doctor
- IFS, breathwork and nervous system support
- Mindset preparation and practical guidance materials
- Ongoing contact via email throughout
Phase 2
A safe and guided
inner journey
A private, professionally guided psilocybin truffles retreat in a calm and carefully held setting. You are supported throughout with presence, safety and respect for your inner process.
Phase 2
A safe and guided inner journey
A private, professionally guided psilocybin truffles retreat in a calm and carefully held setting. You are supported throughout with presence, safety and respect for your inner process.
The two or three day retreat takes place in a quiet, natural setting in the Netherlands, close to Amsterdam. Offering privacy, comfort and a sense of ease.
The day before the psychedelic session, a somatic Trager® therapist joins on location to offer a bodywork session, helping you arrive more relaxed, grounded and connected to your body.
The next day, during this guided psilocybin experience, you enter an expanded state of awareness. Thoughts, emotions and memories can be experienced in new ways. The process is non-directive. This means I support you in following what naturally arises – at your pace, in your way.
What guides the experience is often described as an inner healing intelligence – a natural capacity within you that brings forward what is ready to be seen, felt or understood. Throughout the session, I remain present with calm attention, warmth and full ethical commitment. Safety, trust and respect for your boundaries are central at every moment.
SETTING
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Two or three day live experience
Beautiful Location close to Amsterdam
Phase 3
Bringing insight
into daily life
Integration is where insight begins to take shape. I support you in understanding your experience and gradually translating it into your life.
Phase 3
Bringing insight into daily life
Integration is where insight begins to take shape. I support you in understanding your experience and gradually translating it into your life.
In the days and weeks following the retreat, we focus on processing and integrating your experience. You receive every day support during the first 7 days – a sensitive period in which insights are still unfolding.
Integration is an active and intentional process. It is not only about applying insights, but also about understanding, feeling and giving meaning to what you have experienced. We reflect on emotions, images, thoughts and bodily sensations that emerged during the psilocybin experience.
Over time, these insights often deepen and become clearer. Together, we explore how these experiences relate to your personal history, current challenges and deeper questions in your life. We work with parts work, Internal Family Systems (IFS), reflective practices, and creative mapping of your experience. Somatic work can support this process on a bodily level.
From this understanding, small and meaningful shifts can begin to take shape-in how you relate to yourself, others and your life.
This phase helps you anchor the experience in a way that supports lasting personal growth and wellbeing.
PHASE 3 – PRIVATE RETREAT
The private psilocybin retreat
The Program of your 3-Day immersive experience
MORNING
Light breakfast and a walk near the river
GETTING READY
Ceremony preparation
Revisiting agreements and intentions
Mindful breathing and meditation
THE CEREMONY
Opening the space for the psilocybin
Truffles ceremony
AFTER THE CEREMONY
Nutritious homemade food, conversation and rest.
Optional evening talk or creative expression to begin making sense of what has emerged.
MORNING
Healthy breakfast and supplements.
Walk together along the river and mindful exercises.
MORNING
On location, the integration session begins with therapeutic conversation, parts work (Internal Family Systems), reflective practices and creative mapping.
Somatic work can support this process on a bodily level
AFTERNOON
Lunch and time to rest.
In the afternoon, we bring you to your hotel or Airbnb nearby, or you are picked up by a loved one.
THE SETTING
A place to slow down
To explore your inner world, you first need a place where you feel safe and at ease.
The retreat takes place in a quiet waterside villa, surrounded by nature and away from the rhythm of daily life. The peaceful setting helps the body settle and creates space to turn inward. You stay in a luxury comfortable private suite and have access to tranquil outdoor spaces, open views and gentle walks along the water.
Here there is nothing you need to achieve. Simply a calm and supportive place to rest, breathe and reconnect with yourself.
A Place for Transformation
A Safe Haven
Beside the Vecht River
A Space to Rest & Journey
Gentle Rituals
Space to Reflect
Ease & Comfort
Moments of Personal Care
Healthy Nourishment
A Place to Pause
Slow Flowing Waters
Blooming Quietly
MyCommitment to Safety, Ethics and Professional Standards
Safety is the foundation for this work. Boundaries, consent and non-directive guidance support a respectful process. My commitment to this is reflected in my affiliation with the Guild of Guides and the North Star ethics pledge.
Grounded in research and informed by ancient traditions. Integrating mind, body, heart and soul.
As a trained practitioner in MDMA-assisted therapy, Naomi Stubbé operates in accordance with the MAPS Code of Ethics for Psychedelic Psychotherapy
A natural capacity within you to heal, integrate and find direction. This intelligence unfolds when the right conditions are in place.
"The privilege of a lifetime is to become who you truly are."
C.G. Jung
Meet the Team
The people who support your journey
This program is supported by a small team of experienced professionals. We share a deep commitment to careful and responsible inner work. Each of us contributes from our own field of expertise, working together to create a safe, thoughtful and well-supported process for your journey.
Naomi Stubbé
- Psychologist, Executive Coach, Psychedelic Therapist
Tijmen Dijkhorst
- Physician | Medical Safety & Screening
Helen Land
- Träger & Somatic Therapist
Frequently Asked Questions
What does the psilocybin retreat include?
This is a fully private, three-month, one-to-one process rather than a standalone retreat. It includes a personal intake, physician-reviewed medical screening, in-depth psychological preparation, a two- or three-day retreat near Amsterdam, and structured integration. International clients usually complete preparation and follow-up integration online, while in-person sessions in the Netherlands can be included depending on individual needs.
Is psilocybin legal in the Netherlands?
Fresh psilocybin truffles, known as sclerotia, can be legally sold, possessed and used in the Netherlands. Psilocybin mushrooms and isolated psilocybin are controlled substances. The program therefore uses only legally available fresh psilocybin truffles and takes place in the Netherlands, 25 km from Amsterdam.
What's the difference between magic truffles and magic mushrooms?
Both contain the active compounds psilocybin and psilocin and can produce comparable psychedelic effects. Truffles are sclerotia — dense stores of mycelium that develop below the surface — while mushrooms are the above-ground fruiting bodies. Fresh truffles remain legal in the Netherlands, whereas both fresh and dried psilocybin mushrooms are prohibited.
Who is a good candidate for this retreat program?
The program is intended for psychologically stable adults aged 25 and over who are willing to engage fully in preparation and integration. It may be suitable for people seeking deeper self-understanding, freedom from limiting patterns, emotional connection or clarity around life direction, as well as those wishing to explore grief, trauma or past experiences that still affect their lives. Every candidate is assessed individually before acceptance.
Who should not do a psilocybin retreat?
The program is not suitable for anyone under 25, during pregnancy or breastfeeding, or for people with a personal history of psychosis, schizophrenia or bipolar I disorder. A family history of psychotic or bipolar disorders, certain medical conditions — including epilepsy, severe heart disease, or kidney or liver failure — and some medications or supplements may also rule out participation. Suitability is evaluated through a psychological intake and physician-reviewed medical screening. Medication should never be stopped without consulting the prescribing doctor.
Is this a group retreat?
No. This is a fully private, one-to-one program in which you are the only participant. Preparation, the two- or three-day retreat and integration are tailored to your personal history, intentions, sensitivity and pace, without the distractions or dynamics of a group.